So I have two groups of friends. Lately I am feeling like they are all distant and upset with me/us about something. I keep trying to pinpoint something that could have happened to start this. I keep coming up with nothing. I know I am upset, but I am also pregnant, so I am not sure if there is *actually* a problem or if it is more of a hormone thing.
I suck at confrontation, and so far it seems they are uninterested in speaking up about anything that could be upsetting them. I don't know what to do. I get upset, frustrated and weepy. Then I talk myself OUT of being upset, frustrated, and weepy because something I always expected from these two groups of people was for them to be honest and open about communication.
It seems like if there is going to be a point at which I talk to them, I think the Panda needs to be out, as I am a mess right now and do not want to scare them off with my excessive sobbing. I am very attached to one group, and love the other group like family.
FWIW, I'm not aware of anything going on on my end of your social circle. If you're not sure, I recommend talking to find it out. If you're worried about excessive sobbing, how about via email?
ReplyDeleteReading this now makes me even happier that I get to see you very very soon! <3